Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in jenna. or coopie, whatever you prefer.'s LiveJournal:

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Sunday, November 5th, 2006
11.5.06 - 8.35pm	maybe maybe it's just me couldn't you believe  that everything i said & did wasn't just deceiving and the tear in your eye and your cold, hard face makes me wish that i was never brought into this place ...and some day, might even sing this song to you, to you, to you... i'm so pissed off right now at people. i'm not going to get into that conversation, though. BAND 2006 IS OVER BITCHESSSSSSSS! i had my last competition at allentown PA today. watch the horn pop guys, its pretty high up.   ew, i have school tomorrow. i think i'm getting sick. sick of life that is. i had my first ever migraine yesterday. i need mental help. anyone know a psychiatrist? actually i needed one more last year than this year, if some of you know what i mean (only courtney does, i think) my lips are chapped & it's bothering me. WHY THE HELL AM I SO RANDOM. love? <3
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Monday, October 30th, 2006
10.30.06 - 10.56pm	wash away my troubles out on the road to shambala i actually had a band free weekend and thoroughly enjoyed it. friday was sucky cause i had to sit in the fucking rain for two hours. waste of my time. saturday went to joel's house and had lots of fun. sorry i hurt you xD yesterday hahahahhahah i worked & then afterwards went to dinner with court & her familia and had lots of good laughs. and writing notes. and starbursts. today was pretty good. i wore pointy shoes and they hurt my feet. and i slipped four times in them cause im a loser, but that's not news. and i dunno. wow, i actually kinda know what i'm doing tomorrow THANK YOU STEPH I LOVE YOU. you've spared me a very bored feeling tomorrow. alrighty, dinnertime. spaghetti & meatballs. my fave =] PEACE see y'all tomorrow <33 p.s.^ that's a clue to what my costume is! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Shambala by Three Dog Night
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Wednesday, October 25th, 2006
10.25.06 - 3.45pm	i don't quite how to say how i feel good job jenna, you haven't updated in a week. thursday was thursday. friday was a football game & it was mad cold, likewoah. saturday was PSATs & manalapan. yeahhhhhh that was so much fun <33 sunday i had a competition at TCNJ. monday was monday. yesterday was practice and it was COLD AND WINDY. and it sucked. me & kristina matched unexpectedly. today was ok. we had children's orientation for working with children and they were SOO CUUTEEEE. and i have practice later instead of tomorrow. me & kristina matched unexpectedly again. roar. ohlife. i have no idea what i'm doing on halloween. at all. cause marlene/jesse & katy/seth are going trick or treating and ill be stuck there by myself with them. not fun. i know what i'm being, which is half of it. any ideas?  whatever. loveeeeeeeeeeee Current Mood: aggravated
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Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
10.17.06 - 8.46pm	you say all the right things good job idiot. you have a 58 in trig. xD my bad? i can't wait for saturday, but i can't tell you why =D rain. grr, no band. my back hurts. oh, it's 5:00 somewhere. loveeeeeeeee
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Friday, September 29th, 2006
9.29.06 - 3.18pm	no you don't know what it's like i needed major hugs yesterday. i had a really bad day. i found out my parents don't trust me. yeah, it's one of the worst feelings, at least in my opinion. my mom & dad have been talking about it for awhile, and they came up to me yesterday and they said oh we dont like how when u come home from school u go on the computer and u disappear for three hours and u know u have to go do stuff later on. and my dad didnt trust me that i was doing my work on the computer yesterday, which i was. i wanted to curse at him, and throw stuff and kick and punch someone. honestly, it just makes me feel terrible.  and my mom refuses to go in the car with me when im driving by her self.  she said to  me "the first time i drive with you, your father has to be in the car" thanks mom that makes me feel so great inside. im about to fucking cry now. and i've been barely speaking to my dad and i hope he knows im pissed. i dont give a shit. whatever. on a lighter note, i've been doing well in english, history and working with children so far and i'm very happy about that because they're my strongest subjects. however, in trig & physics, not so well. at least in trig we're actually DOING TRIG NOW instead of frikin algebra two and im kinda getting it. a lot of it's common sense.  physics, i dunno, its kinda weird to me. too many formulas to remember. well i gotta go. dad'll be coming home soon & ill probably end up getting in trouble for being on the computer. if anyone's not doing anything tomorrow at 1PM COME TO MY FOOTBALL GAME!! lol i'll be marching during half time.
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Monday, September 25th, 2006
9.25.06 - 4.21pm	i don't belong living in your precious memory i can't concentrate on my research paper, so i'll be in hurr for a little while. friday was ok i didnt really do anything. i had school off HAHAHAHA. i did my homework, and went to work. but got paid, so it's all good. saturday was good i didnt do anything for rosh hashana cause my family lives too far away for us to do anything with them. =[ i went shopping and i think i spent over $250. it was my money, technically, cause i had a ton of gift cards from my sweet 16. word to the wise- dont ever get the freehold mall ones, they suck. i went to 579, aeropastale, old navy & jc penny. then i went home and did nothing for the rest of the day. yesterday was eventful. i called katy marlene kristina & courtney H to see if they could come hang & katy said she was sick, ktina & marlene had to work, and courtney had to go somewhere. ok so i did nothing UNTIL someone called me. until, yes, in caps. its dramatic. and i went to their house last minute for dinner. and i had fun. i watched monty python & the holy grail. it was one of the most retarted movies i have ever seen. woman? man! sorry. that was my favorite that i could remember.  and today sucked. school sucks. whatever yo. i need to go to courtney halpins to get her adapter so i could put these goddamn pictures on my computer! grr! later gators. love Current Music: A Thousand Miles, VC
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Sunday, September 17th, 2006
9.17.06 - 9.25am	"life's not fair is it?" nope, it's not. i shouldn't have gone to that game last night. it was a waste. it was a waste for a few reasons: a) they didn't win.  b) i'm such a fuckin idiot. c) i expected to hang out with everyone but no, i had to be stupid and told by jose two times to move. it was a waste of my fucking time. i almost cried when i went to bed last night because i realized how stupid i am sometimes. or, maybe all the time. courtney im sorry about your camera ill give it to u ASAP. gotta finish my project, do a current event & then go to work. yay.
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Friday, September 15th, 2006
9.15.06 - 3.32pm	why why did it rain today why did the game get cancelled why am i so angry why am i so sad why am i so BORED. grr
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Wednesday, September 13th, 2006
9.13.06 - 5.59pm	friday is in two days. ohmygawd. wowwwwwwschoolsucks. i got a 100 on a test. yay? i dunno what to say. im praying it doesn't rain tomorrow, and i'm sure you are too. cause we need this practice badly besides the one on saturday morning but that still won't be enough ya know what i mean? oh this weekend's gonna be a busy one. too much homework already & lots of driving & sitting & playing music. and working. and i dunno. i need to go shopping. i have ONE pair of pants. anyone wanna donate a pair? kthanksbye. it's the law. install a carbon monoxide alarm in your home. loveee
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Monday, September 11th, 2006
9.11.06 - 5.48pm	oh, what a day. i got a 95 on the summer reading project--sweet. i thought i'd fail. guess not. the weekend was pretty good, very busy. very draining. i seriously hate my band somtimes. saturday we had a practice & we went forty minutes late because no one would shut the hell up. and i'm just tired of the crap that people talk about everyone else the second they turn their back, all the big-headed look at me i'm a section leader and u gotta listen to me crap people, and how when i ask my section leader to ask a question for me, they don't do it. i just don't get it. i might as well join your frikin band. u probably don't have as much shit as i do goin on in my band. goddamit. today was ok. tiring as usual. school sucks. i drove after school to cvs eckerd & stop & shop. it was awesomee i felt so in control. oh yay for sesame street. it's for a working with children project. i'm cutting out certain characters & gluing the letters that their names start with to them & putting them on a mobile. easy 100. now what color are big bird's legs? hmmm im hungry. i'm busy. wow.
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Sunday, September 10th, 2006
9.10.06 - 11.36am	so my cousin that's having a baby announced that it's a girl (yay i get to go shopping now and spend oodles of money on her) and her name is going to be shana (i dunno how its going to be spelled yet) & shana means pretty in hebrew. im so excited! ahhhh i gotta go just wanted to say that loveee
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Thursday, September 7th, 2006
9.7.06 - 4.07pm	damn, yo. heres my schedule & some details, not that anyone cares. first  gym: seth is in my class. i start health tomorrow i think? and i have some dude i had as my gym teacher freshman year too. i hated him. dammit mr lopresti. second  physics: my teacher's indian. i love her accent and she's cool. theres like 15 kids in my class and we haven't really done anything yet, so i can't quite talk about it. third  history: my teacher's kinda old but he's really funny. he tells a lot of stories. he also works as a real estate agent with his wife and she works at a school in jackson. big class. not too many people i know. nice. fourth working with children: 13 girls. two juniors, one senior, the rest are sophs. we're not doing anything with the kids until next marking period so for now it's just learning stuff & rules & all that junk. fifth  trig: i hate my teacher. she's mean & annoying & i hate her voice. i can't drop out cause...uh... i can't! it's mostly seniors and theres about 5 juniors im gonna say? and we're reviewing algebra two for trigonometry? i don't get that. sixth  lunch/chorus!: finally something fun! i learned i'm a soprano today i was like--are you sure you're talking about me? lunch is cool, sitting with nicolechasan, & a few other girls. seventh  language arts: nine kids, big classroom. my teacher wears cool shoes. i already have a test in that class on tuesday. for my summe reading book. and i have a research paper we're starting next week. great. eighth  band: band is band yo. it's awesome. you're not. kidding. speaking of band, i have it in an hour & 40 minutes, just like you! damn mosquito bites. i need to memorize my third song ASAP. i have my first football game tomorrow afternoon in south brunswick. love
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Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
9.5.06 - 4.21pm	what a frikin sweetheart. what a crappy day. rain outside. people elsewhere. stuck watching movies. school's tomorrow.  SCHOOL'S TOMORROW?!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH  :runs away & hides: not cool, not cool at all.  i hope i don't have practice in 2 hours. that would suck. i watched yours mine & ours today. and thats about all i did. well i guess school'll keep me busy during the day so i won't say i'm bored. rawr. i hate today.
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Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
9.3.06 - 12.20pm	band stuff. September 9/16- Home Game 1 PM 9/30- Home Game 1 PM, Competition @ Eastern HS 6 PM   October 10/7- Home Game 1 PM, Competition @ Jackson HS 6 PM 10/14- Competition @ North Brunswick HS 6 PM 10/22- Competition @ TCNJ 2 PM 10/28- USSBA State Champs @ Marlton HS   November 11/4- Home Game 2 PM, Competition @ Sayreville HS 6 PM 11/5- USSBA All States Champs Hershey PA cheeses party was awesome, end of story.
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Thursday, August 31st, 2006
8.31.06 - 7.42pm	nooo i dont wanna do my summer reading project that i finally decided what exactly im going to do! i finished the book today, and i think i can write 5 poems & analyses in 5 days. yup. so today was ok idk. i went to the dentist in the morning & she friken made my gums bleed hard and my teeth hard. dammit. then i went out for lunch & got my hair cut. its kinda shorter. i think i took 2 inches off idk. then i went to target & shoprite. and i stayed home for the rest of the day. but i had a phone call that made me happy this early afternoon.  ew school starts in 6 days. i hate school. well not hate, but its not the greatest thing in the world. the only classes ill be able to use in life are history, working with children, band, and possibly language arts. otherwise its gym, honors physics, trigonometry, & lunch. pointless, basically. i hate the crowdedness of my school. see my town's dumb and they took a long time to decide to build a new frikin high school cause our town's crowded. its like no duh u idiots you should've done that a long time ago! and now theyre taking about 2 years to decide where to put the damn school. itll probably be done after my sisters already in high school. nice. so theres too many kids, too many trailers. i also hate...ummm...the atmosphere. too many cliques & stuff. i thought high school was supposed to be so great.  it's not. i hope im not the only person that feels that way, cause then i'm an idiot. i hate when i complain so much, it makes me look like i have nothing else better to do.  but id be stephs party like everyone else having fun, but mom wouldn't drive me. i kinda understand though, even though -nah, never mind. im gonna go find something else better to do. katy's party's tomorrow & im really frikin excited. love peas & happiness Current Mood: bored Current Music: How to Save a Life, the Fray
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Wednesday, August 30th, 2006
8.30.06 - 8.04am	im back! GO TO CALI. IT'S AWESOME. theres mountains anywhere you turn. theres tourists everywhere, make fun of them. go to a beach. go to san francisco!!! and when in san francisco, go to pier 39. and bring a sweatshirt. and your appetite. go to los angeles/hollywood. go on a tour of star's homes and take a picture of bob barker's house for courtney. go to the san diego zoo & make sure you see the tiger or else your mom might freak out, like mine did. bring money, buy people stuff. have fun. but-- DON'T TAKE A REDEYE FLIGHT HOME. it sucks a lot. i missed everyoneeeee. wow, one month went by fast. =]
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Friday, August 18th, 2006
8.18.06 - 3.40pm	aww, shit. band camp sucked. im going to cali tomorrow, ill be back on the thirtieth. miss you all & talk to you soon
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Saturday, August 12th, 2006
8.12.06 - 10.42pm	i need to update more often. wednesday was camp. thursday i took the day off & went to the movies with joel. funnn friday was my last day of camp :tear: im gonna miss my children even though i hated them most of the time. then i went to see my grandma (who's doing much better by the way) at the nursing home, dinner at a japanese seafood buffet on 18 then middlesex county fair with katy & seth. today was work (got paid 49 dollars woop!) and katie paynes graduation party. had lots of fun. what the eff is going on tomorrow? i gotta call someone in the morning, argh. headache. band camp starting monday, then cali on saturday. woahhhhhh... i hate being busy sometimes. love Current Music: Only One, Yellowcard
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Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
8.8.06 - 9.54pm	"i am everything you want, i am everything you need... ...I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be I say all the right things at exactly the right time And I mean nothing to you but you don't know why" that song is definietly stuck in my head. saturday- last driving lesson, work, long island. driving lesson was great. work was ok got paid 48$ woot. and long island was kinda fun. sunday- yay. just...yay. bowling with cheese, julie, ktina, tymczak, joel & me. i did ok, dropped the ball once-SHUT UP- & got a strike. then went to cheese's house afterwards. we hung out in the front yard and it was fun. then went inside and had cookies i couldnt have and just watched tv. and of course, i was the first one to go home. yesterday was camp. and camp is camp. and i found out one of my kids is bulimic so im like oh great, another problem child. just what we need. and otherwise it was ok. i got my permit & a new cell phone (with a new # ask me for it) today was fine too. tomorrow's wednesday.  bye
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Thursday, August 3rd, 2006
8.3.06 - 6.32pm	i'm a daydream believer sunday. highly doubt u guys could come over, so no point in saying so. same old stuff? eh, we might as well. what movie? or maybe bowling on rte 33? whatever but i need to know ASAP.   california dreamin', yes i am. rawrrrr, dinner. gotta talk to you about something. lovee
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